The morning had already gone sideways before I set foot outside the house.
A woman in a bakery | Source: Midjourney
All I could think about was the massive checklist ahead of the day: bills, groceries, laundry, breakfast, and more. But it wasn’t until I was halfway through shaping dough that it hit me.
I’d forgotten to leave lunch money for my son, Caleb.
I swore under my breath and wiped the flour off my hands, fumbling for my phone. Of course, just as I grabbed it, the screen lit up with a text from Caleb.
A woman baking | Source: Midjourney
Mom, no lunch money?
My stomach sank immediately. Instead of replying to his text, I called him. I needed to hear his voice and know that I had made a mistake.
“Hey, Mom,” Caleb’s voice was soft, too soft for a twelve-year-old who should be worrying about his favorite video game, not lunch money. “I did text you. There’s no money for lunch today.”
I leaned against the counter, guilt hitting me. I already felt so bad that I didn’t get a chance to make Caleb homemade meals for lunch, making him get cafeteria food instead. I’d been forgetting things more and more lately, barely keeping up with everything.
A boy at a school cafeteria | Source: Midjourney
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I froze.
“What?” I asked.
“You know, the cereal box,” he repeated. “The Cheerios? Dad keeps money there sometimes. Sometimes inside the box, sometimes underneath.”
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“Right,” I said. “Well, you do that! And I’ll see you later, sweetheart. Love you!”
“Okay, love you!” Caleb chirped before hanging up, leaving me standing at the back of the bakery, mind spinning.
A cereal box with money in it? In my pantry? Why?
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It was killing me. My back ached more than it ever did during my pregnancy.
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When I finally made it home later that evening, I didn’t even bother taking off my shoes. I went straight to the pantry, my heart pounding. Sure enough, there it was. An envelope, tucked beneath the box of Cheerios.
I pulled it out with trembling hands.
Boxes of cereal on a shelf | Source: Midjourney
A stack of dollars on a table | Source: Midjourney
Marcus had been sitting on this while I was breaking my back working twelve-hour days, thinking we were on the verge of drowning.
I could have shouted for Marcus, but I heard him on the phone in the study. It sounded like he was on a meeting, and I didn’t want to disturb him.
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Dinner that night was tense. I could barely look at my husband without my blood boiling, but I didn’t confront him.
Not yet.
I needed to see how far he’d take this.
So, I kept my voice steady as I brought up the car.
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The next morning, after my shift at the bakery, I did something I’d never imagined doing.
I called up a luxury spa and booked an appointment. A full makeover. Hair, nails, massage, the works. It was reckless, impulsive, and probably so irresponsible, but I didn’t care.
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The whole day felt surreal.
As the stylist worked on my hair, I thought about the envelope, about the sleepless nights I’d spent worrying about bills while kneading dough before dawn, and about the constant ache in my back.
And there was Marcus, calmly pretending we had nothing, sitting on enough cash to just calm our struggles.
When I got home, I barely recognized myself.
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A shocked man sitting on a couch | Source: Midjourney
The color drained from his face.
“You shouldn’t have spent that. It wasn’t meant for… for this.”
I felt the anger rise again.
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“Jess, I wasn’t trying to hide it from you. I just… I didn’t want you to worry.”
“Worry about what?” I demanded. “That is all I do! I worry all the time. About everything!”
He sank into a chair, rubbing his face.
“My boss… he hinted there might be layoffs soon. I wanted to have something set aside, just in case. I didn’t want to talk about something that might not even happen.”
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“So, you lied to me?”
“I didn’t lie,” he said. “I just didn’t tell you.”
Marcus and I had always been honest with each other. At least, I thought we had. I took a deep breath, trying to calm down. But I was hurt.
Well and truly hurt.
He looked up at me, his expression softening.
A woman standing in a dim-lit room | Source: Midjourney
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“I didn’t want to make things worse,” he said, shaking his head. “I thought keeping it to myself would be easier.”
“You thought this was easier, Marcus?” I thundered.
He didn’t say anything.
“And what if you lost your job tomorrow, huh? What then? Were you planning to pull out your secret stash and say, ‘Oh hey, by the way, I’ve been saving this all along’?”
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“No… I mean, yes. Maybe. I don’t know. I just wanted to protect you.”
“You don’t protect me by keeping me in the dark, Marcus.”
I could see that my words had sunk in a little bit. But I wasn’t sure if Marcus actually got it.
I wasn’t sure he understood how all of this made me feel.
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“We’re a team, Marcus. Or aren’t we?” I asked.
“We are, Jess,” he said. “I promise we are.”
We sat there for a moment, the weight of everything hanging in the air. Slowly, I started to calm down.
Marcus had messed up, and I could see that he genuinely hadn’t meant to hurt me. But I was hurt nonetheless.
An upset man sitting on a couch | Source: Midjourney
Still, we had a long way to go before the trust fully healed.
The next morning, I promised him I wouldn’t raid any more cereal boxes without asking, and he swore there’d be no more secret stashes.
We might be struggling, but at least we were facing it together now.
Right?
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What would you have done?
This work is inspired by real events and people, but it has been fictionalized for creative purposes. Names, characters, and details have been changed to protect privacy and enhance the narrative. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.
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