My parents wouldn’t let me forget that I was unmarried and thirty-four years old. They matched me with every decent-looking person they knew to get me married and beginning a family. Still, that was only one aspect of it. They finally informed me that unless I married by the time I turned thirty-five, I would not get any of their money. I was going to lose it since they just had few months left to reach their target.
Following a fresh argument with my folks, one day I went for a walk to cool off. I was so furious that I paid little thought to my destination until I came upon a woman seated on the pavement. Her hair and clothing were disorganized, and a wooden sign over her shoulder said “Need help.” But her stare caught me and made me stop and pay attention; it was sweet, compassionate, and curiously soothing. I had an idea at that same moment that nearly seemed like a need. I approached her and formulated a proposal without giving it enough thought.
If she married me, I promised her food, a safe place to live, and some basic luxuries as well as peace from my parents would stop harassing me. Apart from posing as my wife, she wouldn’t have to do anything while she lived with me. I was stunned when she answered yes. Jessica, a female, accomplished it.
After getting her hair cut and ready, I accompanied Jessica shopping. She changed a lot in few days, and I informed her parents she was my fiancée. They were practically delighted, really joyful. They felt that the future they had in mind for me was at last materializing. We were formally married following a little service.
We then developed a routine. I didn’t really notice Jessica hanging about at home in the days. We had both agreed that this arrangement was purely for pragmatic purposes, thus all I wanted to do was keep appearances for the benefit of my folks.
I returned home one month following the wedding and had the most shocking experience of my life.
That night as I came in the door, I assumed Jessica would be doing nothing. Still, what I saw stunned me. The house looked better than I had ever seen it. The air smelt like freshly made food, the furniture was dust-free, and the flooring were spotless. There was floral arrangement even in the midst of the supper table.
When I entered the living room Jessica was there. She was grinning and laying down a meal tray. “I thought you might be hungry, so I made your favourite,” she said. Her voice was harsh and worn when I first met her, but now it was gentle and polite.
Stammered, I stood there. One month prior, I had come upon a destitute and homeless woman. This was not hers. Her manner and appearance had altered as well. I had no idea what to say; she looked to be radiating love and kindness.
Jessica told us the truth about her background as we ate. “I’ve had a hard life,” she remarked first, her voice calm but firm. “I knew I deserved better even though I made a lot of bad decisions that landed me on the streets.” Everybody I asked would simply trust in me and see me for exactly who I am.
Her words struck me like several tons of stones. I never regarded Jessica as a person with ambitions, dreams, or emotions since I was enraged with my parents. Rather, I argued using her as a pawn to drive my point. But as she spoke, I started to really see how poor I had assessed her. She was attempting to make our house cozy and inviting, not only acting as a decent wife.
Then Jessica pulled a little cotton-wrapped present from her bag, right as I assumed everything were safe. She handed it to me silently, and when I opened it I found a journal—a battered notebook filled of her thoughts, dreams, and reflections. Turning the leaves taught me about her struggles, her will, and her unflinching hope for a better future.
Reading what she penned made me cry. She never gave up on herself in front of all that had transpired. I came to see I had been passing over her beauty, strength, and friendliness. And here I was, a man believing he was being courteous by proposing a hasty marriage. By then Jessica was more than simply someone I had married out of wrath. She had unknowingly brought love and brightness into my life. This was really amazing.
Her comment, “I never needed to be saved,” then made me rethink entirely. I wanted someone to look after me only. Her comments really affected me and made me doubt what I knew about this marriage and me. I married Jessica since I needed to feel loved and supported; my parents pushed me to do so. Having said that, I came across someone truly sympathetic attempting to make a point.
I never imagined I would, but the next day I plucked the bravery to tell my parents the truth. I made it plain that their marriage had evolved into something far more than a pragmatic means of ensuring their happiness. Jessica improved my life; I would not let her go since she was more than simply a means of subsistence.
After that day, Jessica seemed to me more than just the lady I had married for pragmatic considerations. She was a friend, a colleague, and someone who had imparted to me lessons on kindness and tenacity. Our marriage was no more a means of transportation to another place. At last, my parents realized that love isn’t always a formula or a calendar.
Jessica and I built a life together marked by respect, empathy, and a great regard of one another’s experiences. Not just the woman I had married to make a point, but she was finally the one who imparted the true meaning of acceptance and love.
