Prince Harry is reportedly experiencing “regrets” about his explosive memoir, *Spare*, as he and Meghan Markle aim to mend fences with the royal family this year, according to a source.
It’s been two years since *Spare* was released on January 10, 2023, becoming the fastest-selling book in history. The memoir, filled with revelations about arguments, tragic admissions, unexpected romances, and even “brainwashing” claims, dealt a significant blow to the royal family.
Among the damaging claims were that William thought Harry was moving “too fast” with Meghan, King Charles’s comments about insufficient funds to support Meghan, and a heated argument between Kate and Meghan over a bridesmaid dress fitting.
According to a source, Prince Harry now harbors some regrets about the memoir. “Although Harry is glad he finally expressed his side of the story with *Spare*, part of him regrets how it was handled,” the source revealed. “He was very angry about his treatment by his family and felt the book was the only way to get them to listen. But, in hindsight, he feels it may not have been the best approach, and it caused significant pain for his family.”
Despite lingering anger from their departure from the royal family and relocation to California, Harry and Meghan now seem focused on rebuilding relationships with the royals. “Harry still desires a relationship with his family and hopes to achieve that by 2025,” the source added. “Much has happened since *Spare*’s release, and he didn’t update the paperback version, so he’s hopeful for reconciliation.”
While Harry wishes to move on, Meghan may have other plans. The source noted, “Meghan has received numerous offers to write her own book and is considering them. She doesn’t share Harry’s loyalty to the family and is open to writing about her experiences, but she understands that revisiting the past could provoke backlash and further erode public support.”
The health challenges faced by the Princess of Wales and King Charles, both undergoing cancer treatment last year, have also led the couple to reevaluate their outlook. “Kate and Charles’ health struggles have prompted both to reassess things,” the source said. “Meghan admires how Kate managed her situation, especially with young children, and respects her prioritization of family and health over public pressure.”
Kate’s Christmas carol concert, a display of family unity, resonated with Harry and Meghan, who, in the U.S., lack a broad support network beyond Meghan’s mother, Doria. Their children, Archie and Lilibet, have little connection with their British relatives, in contrast to William and Kate’s children, George, Charlotte, and Louis, who are deeply embedded in royal family life.
“They both felt pangs of regret seeing images from the carol concert and the royal family at Christmas,” the source revealed. “They’re saddened that their children don’t know their cousins or extended family. They want to make changes, but they need to be on the same page and comfortable with their decisions.”
The year ahead might also see Meghan reemerge in public life, marked by the relaunch of her Instagram page. After a hiatus, Meghan returned to social media on New Year’s Day with a video shot by Harry, showing her writing “2025” in the sand near their Montecito home.
Meghan, who had been keeping a low profile with limited public appearances, is believed to be working diligently on her brand, American Riviera Orchard, and a new Netflix series on “cooking, gardening, and entertaining.” Her Instagram return, with more than 760K followers, hints at significant changes in 2025.
This year could mark a turning point for Harry and Meghan as they focus on their careers and mending their relationship with the royal family. The source concluded, “Harry has been hoping for a family reunion for a couple of years, and though Meghan has been hesitant, she recognizes that life is short, and it may be time to build bridges.”
